Everyone warned me but I wouldn't listen.

I havent written in this thing in a while but I guess i'll start now. Things are finally starting to pick up. I have a job, i got my license, i have been taking good care of myself. Ive been staying away from guys I think could be bad for me. Unfortunately that means i've been staying away from guys period. I have never been more lonely in my ( Read more... )

You know you were dating a real "winner" when you cried more in the relationship than when you broke up.

I do not reccommend SAW 3. It's just horrible. Not in a shitty sense all that much. But just BADDDDD. I watched it with 3 grown ass men that were all crying out to their mommies.

I had the oddest dream last night. I was at a party. Not a crazy drunken kind of shin dig, but more of like a dinner party... with cocktails and stuff. Anyways, i kept walking past this ridiculously good looking guy. The first thing I thought of was 'Abercrombie & Fitch Model'   &  everytime I walked by,  he'd look at me. I was liking it, so I kept ( Read more... )

I fell inlove today. Of course I fell inlove with the cutest puppy alive at the animal store in the mall. Certainly not a cute hot boy or anything. It was love at first sight as I picked the little weiner up and he pissed all over my new jacket. He didn't piss all over my friends, just me. Thats when I knew it was real. We were made for eachother. ( Read more... )

So my dad just bought the new issue of WWE Magazine that I made it in this month. Best of 2006 (The award winning slaps, slams and shockers of the year). My September spread "Diary of a Female Superfan" actually won an award for "Fan letter of the year" I was completely stunned about that and it definately put a smile on my face, however, recently ( Read more... )

Hmm.... i'm officially on the job hunt. Sammy said that Price Chopper is hiring and may be flexable to my wrestling schedule. So thats probably the first place i'll apply.

I've been working out everyday!! GO ME!!! I feel so much better than I used to. Not to mention I quit smoking (for those who didn't know).  I havent touched it in almost 2 months ( Read more... )

I'm really just pissed off to no end right now and don't know what to do with myself. I fell down a flight of stairs today and it hurts when I sit down (and im sitting right now). FUCKING OW. It's pathedic.  Not to mention the huge-gigantic bruise on my ass. I feel like I got the shit kicked out of me.

Last year when I did a recap of 2005, I deleted it shortly after. I'll tell you why. I was very happy towards the end of 2005. I had everything. I had my wrestling going strong, I had a lot of friends, and I finally fell inlove for the first time. I had it all on Christmas. But what i didn't know that there was still time left of the year, and many ( Read more... )