Seriously, can we just be done with this crap? Covid coma is for serious though, I slept 16 hours.

I am so sorry the grown-ups are failing you all. Fuck guns and fuck anyone that supports them.

As getting covid 5 days after arriving in Disney World. Thankfully, everyone has very mild symptoms.

Music: Nathan Evans - Wellerman

Sometimes i wish these were the end of days. Getting tired of this timeline. Today my mood is as stormy as the weather. I am sad, angry, exhausted, anxious and terrified. Sad to continually be reminded how stupid most people are, Angry at the total selfish disregard for other people. Exhausted from trying to do the right thing and working in a ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm a seahorse
Sometimes I think that I'm a horseshoe crab.

Can't even explain why exactly i love this band

Music: Slothrust - Horseshoe crab

I've been sitting on this for awhile, trying to process it out in my head ( Read more... )

This feels like a cop-out. I was finally catching on and feeling confident. Now here I am in a dark room at 3am. I think I really will miss all the interactions which is strange for someone who always thought she was an introvert. Perhaps I have always instead been a super anxious, super shy extrovert because I go stir crazy when I'm not busy and ( Read more... )

As a kid you always were taught that quicksand was this ominous thing you needed to be prepared for. I am just now starting to realize this metaphor. Time keeps spinning faster and faster now matter how tight I try to grip onto fading moments.

I have been trying so hard. Sometimes I have to give myself actual pep talks before I walk in the door. On paper, I am insanely qualified, successful even. Outside I have forced myself to become more confident, more commanding, and even absolute. While inside, I am constantly questioning, constantly scared, constantly doubting myself. It doesn't ( Read more... )

Whenever it rains like this.