i already hate spring. my allergies kick in, it starts getting warmer ( 70+!?!? what the fuck is that about?!), and people are all excited about summer.. i tell you this ( Read more... )

so i had a good birthday.. lots of awesome-ness from my peoples.. i saw paige on my actual birthday... best present ( Read more... )

ok heather jean, here you go ( Read more... )

i have had a pretty lousy day. got made fun of at work often. felt like crying ALL DAY. i miss my best friend and he's not coming till the 19th of december. i have wanted to talk to someone, but lo and behold, no one is FUCKING THERE!!! what else would i expect though? everyone in my god damn life has so many more important and better things to do ( Read more... )

i am now the marketing gal at my work. yes, this is good. it'll be great for a resume, and i am looking better and better to my bosses. i haven't told many people because, well frankly, nobody seems to care. lives are too busy. much more important. but i'll be honest, who really wants to hear about my work and life... NOT ME ( Read more... )

i've been talking to my best friend justin almost everyday. i think it's good for me. i like that he makes me think about other things, not just my sad useless life. he is in norfolk, va in the navy and he moved to japan in, i think, a year and a half. that sucks ASS!! but i fully plan on him buying me a plane ticket to him and i would finally get ( Read more... )

unwanted undesirable unworthy ( Read more... )

so i have been here a little less than two months and i am already being tested ( Read more... )

so i will be on Oregon soil in a week... i couldn't be more excited.... i am sooooooo happy to be moving home. and to not have to deal with another GA summer. that alone will be great ( Read more... )

a week and a half and life will be perfect...

i love you...