ben's last night.

i'm getting so drunk right now.

new lj. ohhheycourtney.

do it.

i'm bored
i'm stuck at home
and this was too funny to ignore:

me and my dad are probably going to make margaritas.
there isn't anything to drink or eat in this house.
no one wants to hang out with me.
i missed laguna beach.
FUCKING HELL.

life is stupid. very very stupid.

ireadthenoteilovedititscaredmeidon'tknowwhattosay.

the end.

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MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW THIS
BUT YOU'RE NOT TRYING THAT HARD
YOU'RE NOT TRYING AT ALL
OH WAIT.
YOU THINK IT'S NEVER YOUR FAULT FOR ANYTHING
IT IS YOU KNOW.
YOU'RE REALLY MEAN TO EVERYONE
STOP IT BEFORE EVERYONE HATES YOU.

a word to the wise.

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yeah i am at the library but i guess not anymore.

i must go return matthew's phone.
i must get a phone that he does not also have so i can know which one is mine.
oh well.

i had this whole week off. maybe i got fired. that would be grand.

i didn't though.
shitty.

i love life.

when michael and weslee won't hang out with you in the middle of the night, you..

( do surveys like a pussy. )

sweet

i hate seinfeld, it fucking sucks.

and so does the way everyone blew me off tonight

i hate feeling so disposable

i hate knowing i am.