Friday evening, 5:00 pm ( Read more... )

Hi All. Journal i should say. I got this beautiful journal from Sar for xmas, its what i keep my deep thoughts in. But, for some reason. I like this online thing too. Its perfect- you come online, usually from boredom, or business, then after about 10 minutes- get bored, start thinking.. then you need that emotional outlet if no friends or on. Know ( Read more... )

here i am.. about to leave mi casa in brooklyn & on my way to Long Island to spend the holidays with Brandons family. Its pouring rain outside, cold.. and im kinda in one of those.. " i miss my family. friends. rain reminds me of portland, sad " .. moods. It sucks, i wish i could have come home, yet. i need to work. make some cash. If only living ( Read more... )

Humor me ( Read more... )

9 days, officially, untill i am of legal age to drink all the alcohol i want. where i want. when i want. arent those the rules? whatever.
Woow.
Psyched!!

I love you all first off. if anyone still reads this? im probably chatting with myself, cus i never write in this damn thing. which.. i regret. because it would have kept me in better touch with people, and, i leave in 8 days. 8 days. it makes my heart skip a beat when i say that. Im so scared. So nervous. So sad. yet- so incredibly happy. It just ( Read more... )

In this blackout inertia will hold our thoughts ( Read more... )

Holy f-ing shit! ASHA is actually writing in her LJ. i never do.. ever. but, thought ide say hello, i read em all as often as possible but lately havent had too much to write. Just am super stoked for tomorrow.. to hang out w/ good people, rock it to some good beats, and just have fun. See a cute boy too. :) i must admit to the little crush which ( Read more... )

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder ( Read more... )

First Off ( Read more... )