Alright. so im gonna vent. basically because life is hectic right now, nobody reads this anymore, and i dont really have anybody to talk to about alllll of this at once. and if i get bored or dont feel like finishing, ill be back soooometime. my best friend is back:) at least....for now. i feel like she was ALMOST never gone, but in the back of my ( Read more... )

i wish i could tell you how i feel. and i wish you would listen. i miss you.

I'm so weak these days. Crying a lot. It seems I can't breathe anywhere. I'm so suffocated with all these problems all the time. Constant pressure everywhere. I used to be able to escape by writing or something, but nothing helps anymore. I'm so numb sometimes. It affects me all the time. I just feel like screaming out for help. If I were to talk ( Read more... )

I always end up back at this never ending cycle. I don't know why I get depressed like this. I seriously need a physciatrist. I really need some cheering up right now. I hate this. Crying. Frowning. Fake smiles. Real tears. Its sickening and I don't know how to stop.

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thank you<3 you mean more to me than you know. i promised and i intend to keep it. no worries sweetheart.

xoxo,
Britt*

Wow. Why do we get into these positions? How do you get into these positions? How come every time something starts going good, something's gotta go screw it up? You asked me what I want- I just want you. I want everything to be ok, and you're the closest my world gets to that. Please just love me.

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Long day today. Got up at 5, went to work with papa...etc, etc. Finally get home, and as I'm getting out of the car, I hear a sound I'm very familiar with, because I've been hearing it for about 13 years now. A whistle. I whistle back and suddenly Brittany appears at her door. We each walk to the middle of the street like we've done since we were ( Read more... )

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