cast me gently into morning, for the night has been unkind...

[missin_yr_laugh]

Tonight I am very much missing my grandma.. I cant believe she's gone. It's just one of those nights, I can't sleep... Every time I remember her face, her voice, her laughter, I just break down.. I wish I could just go over to her house and hear her singing and entertaining everyone just one last time. It's tough, it's very tough tonight.. =(

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[katesblackhole]

This entry made me tear up...made me wish the same with my grandma and my grandpa too...I was too young to know anything, at least you appreciated them more, since youre older. I wish I could go back sometimes....May God give you guys strength during this difficult time! My prayers are with you and your family <3

[missin_yr_laugh]

awh.. Yeah it's just so hard seeing them go. You never think stuff like this are really going to happen until they do. It's so hard.. Thank you so much Kat.. your words mean a lot. I'm doing a lot better now.. I think it's because I saw her one last time at her funeral and I feel like I got some kind of closure ya kno? Thanks! <3

[sweet_october]

:( I'm sorry, you'll always have her with you. I feel like she saw a lot of herself in you...and she honestly will always live on in such a beautiful way b/c of all the sweet memories.

When enough time has passed, and if you feel comfortable about it, i would like to watch that home video of you when you were little. You said your grandma was in it...i dunno...if it's not too painful, I think remembering the good times is what they would want us to do.

I definitely cried when i went back to looking at photos and videos though...so maybe not for a while.

LOVE YOU...sorry this was so long...i'm thinking/typing away. Miss you. Maybe i'll see you Sunday if i can b4 i go back to the OC.