i often wish i could just go back to when i was like 7 years old. play with gina every day, and have naught a care in the world, other than when a barbie's head ripped off or something. back when life wasnt so confusing. back when my own thoughts didnt confuse me so much. back when everything wasn't so COMPLICATED!!

ONLY eventful part of my day: sliding into a ditch and having my 8th grade science teacher push me out

well, except for...... having a TERRIBLE night at work, then falling on my ass going out to my car after work (and probably having some obese pedophiliac truck driver laugh at me)

leave me some comments, it'll make me feel better

new years eve...
let's hope its a good one.
this is the first year i actually have someone to kiss at midnight :D

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better day. thats good.

yeah.
better day. thats good.

fuck it

regret. sometimes it kills me. i need to cry. but not by myself this time.

haha maybe i'll dump this on gina.

haha now im not sad. oh gian. gian! oh crap, now you can disregard me not being sad.

why is this NOW sinking in? NOW is way too late.