dude it's almost been a year. I wanna know how to delete all my old entries and start over but i dont think I can. Anyways, a lots been up with me, I dont even know where to start? Last Novemeber, I lost my brother to depression and he committed suicide, in January I was hit by another car an Had sprained the whole left side of my body including ( Read more... )

bleh im so tired. i hate working at 7:30 every morning. whatever tho, i added up my hours an stuff an this check should be like close to $600. too bad i won't see it all cuz of taxes. bites. anyways nothin new, havn't heard from brandon lately. doesn't surprise me since he's been bitchin that i could never do anything an i was able to an he ( Read more... )

ok so where did i leave off? yea that last entry is long gone, as the person is. or so it seems? i dunno. i was never really on for awhile cuz i was always gone an never home but recently my rents went out of town an i had a few parties, got caught an therefore i'm grounded. yea it's pretty lame i'll be 18 in a month and a half and yet i still ( Read more... )

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hey what's up? not a whole lot here, havn't written in here for awhile. been hella busy. prom was last weekened. it really actually sucked ass ;l ryan was just being an asshole. he jus kept doin little shit to piss me off, like driving my car all crazy, listening to shit music, blowing out my speakers, and jus stupid shit. i mean i wasn't trying to ( Read more... )

why do things have to be so unfair? i just don't get it

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yea i know i havn't written in here for awhile. i got really bored of it and i havn't really been on. me and jess have been hangin out lately since she's done with basketball and i've been with her everynight. not a whole lot new with me. havn't really talked to justin since the last update and on my last update i didn't talk to him for about a ( Read more... )

happy one month baby <333 i stayed home from school today ;x lol i was up late last night talkin to justin an woke up today at 5 an was like um no. all we did today in school was just take this stupid test for the state to see how much we know? we're already nationally recognized for our teaching and shit so forget that. we don't need it to ( Read more... )

hey not a whole lot new with me. been sick with the flu lately. it's goin all around here kinda sucks. i talked to ryan an we're jus friends right now but we still plan on goin to prom, which is kick ass cuz i already bought my dress an stuff an i really wanna go. i've been tanning an all that lately gettin ready. i cannot wait. anyways imma go ( Read more... )