yeah so i completly forgot i even had one of these badboys but hey i was living with out a computer for liek 6 months when i moved in with sego so i guess posting blogs or entries or w/e their called was the last thing on my mind back then. so looking over this i mainly used this to bitch, cry, moan, complain and whin about my problems with money, ( Read more... )

ok so homecoming ended up good everything worked out and me and stef seem to keep geting better & better with no signs of anything bad so thats good cuz i really like her shes amazing idk but well imean it is only a month in well next week will be one month on the 12th??? but ya so idk ive been thinking about a lot of shit from my past and looking ( Read more... )

ok so its been a while thats a given tho i mean i only update liek what once a month now if that but hey not like anyone really realy reads this. so ok ive been working and making good money so im happy. umm im not currently dating stef shes amazing not like most of the girls i date and i really hope things stay good. umm im starting to pay my dad ( Read more... )

so idk ive been up all nigth cuz me and loftus did addies but ya i was doing this myspace survay and u know im fucked so i got all into the questions and it made me thing about a lot of things u know so i guess this is just a mile marker for me to see who i am and where i seem to be going and to later look back on and maybe use to help with any ( Read more... )

umm so im mad at michelle she was bing a bitch today but thinking back since we broke up i dont think she has been all that nice with a few exceptions. umm amanda's new bf and her dykeass bestfriend called me nonstop lastnight saying they were gonan come kill my cokehead pussy ass... that never happend maybe they should lay off the blow but anyways ( Read more... )

so i havent had sex in a month *sadface* im like in need of geting laid idk like its weird im not all about sex just for some reason right now thats like the one thing i want oh well guess ill put up with my dick trying to think for me but i am getign sick of being single that whole im single and happy thing lasted like what 3 weeks now im like ( Read more... )

ok well im even more lost then i was a week ago when i started the last post and on top of that ive had nothing but problems on top of more problems. im so sick of everyone usesing me and puting me in places i dont want to be and right now is the worst time for eveyone to be doing this shit to me. i mean justin knocked mandie up if she keeps the ( Read more... )

i havnet been able to sleep for like a week now so ive been doing a lot of thinking and ive come to a few points the main one the one that i fucking hate is that since i have moved out here ive changed a lot over the past 3 years and that is normaly everyone changes from time to time but how much i have changed and who im becoming is what i dont ( Read more... )

ok so me and amanda have worked everything out were good for now lol i guess umm i went downtown with her today to find a dress for graduation that was fun cuz i got to spend the day with her now im home tierd from yesterday still and shes with lizz somewhere by me so she said she would stop by when liz goes home maybe idk i hope well i think im ( Read more... )

so ive done it again ive fallen in love and fucked everything up im startign to thing the only out come for any good relationship is heart break and pain. i mean ok so we would fight alot but we still loved each other right? or was it just me that was in love or just too foolish and blind to see through the i love u's and how perfict we were ( Read more... )