so lets see....Its been while since i have wrote on LJ. If i remember correctly the last time i had wrote on here or even checked up it turned into a huge gossip place for me. Anything i wrote on here everyone knew the next day.And i know.....well duh dummy you are writing for everyone to see (what you are all saying to me). Well you think some ( Read more... )

Well let's see.I'm not going to really get into the specifics cause it has been a long time and its just to much, but i will write about the important things.The most important thing that has happened since my last update. Me and Mel are doing freaken fantastic. There isn't so much pressure or questions running threw my head...should i do this or ( Read more... )

To be stuck in between a rock and a hard place, but with only 2 ways out.Either way has its

consequences, but also has its bonuses.

Alright well lets see....For the past week i have been at band camp and there has been good days and there has been bad days.... BUT the thing that really gets me is that i am so drained...band is just taking some much time of my life.

BESIDES BAND...there is more.

there is just problems and it is just a pain....i hate how all of this stuff has to ( Read more... )

Well as the night rolled on it turned out to be pretty nice ( Read more... )

Alright...so it is friday night and i have nothing to do....It is the night before i leave to go to my lake house and i have nothing to do....

THIS IS SO GAY!

I'M SORRY

Mel ~ All i wanted to do today was to see you. I was kinda frustrated when I wasn't going to be able to see you today.I am sorry and hope you can see past what happened and forgive me.

Amber ~ I am sorry i screamed at you today. I was frustrated at something else and really took it out on you. I just thought we were going to hang out, ( Read more... )

Humm...LOVE? Love is hard to explain.it is also hard to find.sometimes you don't even know you love someone untell it is to let.sometimes you think you have love and then you find out the try side of some people....in the end.Love can never be mastered nor can it be explained.YOU JUST KNOW ( Read more... )

i think tonight just ended pretty good....pretty damn good.

SLEEP

<33333333333333333333333333333333333...you know who its to

peace

Well let's see.....What has been going on ( Read more... )