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I Am:
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I Am Not:
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I Am:  just me

I Want:  to be happy, and a glass of chocolate milk;)

I Wish: things weren’t so complicated

I Hate: ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a while, as I have been struggling to tell up from down and vice versa. Life has been mostly rollercoastery as I work on relationships and jobs, and applying to grad school, and file taxes and fafsa's and argue with insurance companies ( Read more... )

New Years is a time when many look over the past year and look towards the new one with a list of resolutions to make it better.

And sadly to few resolutions ever actually happen.

This new year I am slightly jaded at best due to recent life events and such perhaps tainting my perspective a bit.

But even at my feelings of indifference are ( Read more... )

"how are you?"

"good"

why do we ask that question when we rarely care to hear an answer. Or does the answer good just slip off our lips in spite of how we actually are?

Well lately I have been more deliberate to not answer good,  but to share how I really am.

And it is a roller coaster to be for real. Complete with ups, downs and some smooth riding. ( Read more... )

I just used an analogy I found terribly hilarious, possibly perhaps due to the fact its like 1 am, or perhaps being on many medications since I've been sick for what seems like ever.

anyway I mentioned that as of recent I have had many male admirers, and although the attention is nice and some of the nice gentlemen I have very much enjoyed hanging ( Read more... )

So in two days I will be an "old lady"

I love it! sorta. I am excited for my bday party tomorrow I am bringing out the little kid in all of us. It will be grand. :D

My life is a mostly mess of emotions. I feel slackierish due to lack of 'real' employment. Also due to a hectic social life and all that goes along with that. I dont want to spill to ( Read more... )

So I have had a very hectic past few weeks, and decided it was time to blog about it. Ok I have been slacking on my bloging habit, as of late but eh you all <3 me anyway.

I am having a birthday party on the 18th I am pretty excited about it since im turning a quarter of a century old I may as well have a party that resembles a 7 year olds. It will ( Read more... )

So I got up mad early for SYATP, went  to Corcoran high school, not one student at the flag pole. I look around for another flagpole, come back to find three people, turns out a youth leader his wifey and ONE student. I then saw one of my kids pull in after a decent conversation with this girl, who was super sweet. I called to him, but he didn't ( Read more... )

So I've been sick for like a month, sucks for me. I went to the doctor this week and he said I’m dying, ok maybe not, but technically I am, one step closer to death, but yeah can't live life like that so moving on. But yeah being sick is no fun especially when it’s prolonged, like my cough has been, but I did get some meds so I’m slowly ( Read more... )