I seem to not be able to find a happy medium with anything in my life. A/C is to cold, without it I am hot, I am too loud or too quiet, too bold or too afraid, too lazy or too driven, where is the balance of it all ( Read more... )

So I a prepare to leave for work I have realized I have fallen into the unbelievable.

I love that friends although perhaps having the edited version of the story are like 'its ok'

but I dont feel like it's ok, in fact i know it's really not... but now what will I do with this knowledge. If I continue in my current pattern; nothing. Which sad, numbing ( Read more... )

laugh out freaking loud ( Read more... )

I am being all thoughtful and thinking about my life , and who I am and who i've always aspired to be and where I'm heading and all that jazz. Overwhelming to say the least.

But even in all my journey, the good, the bad, the ugly, I wouldnt trade for the world, because it has contributed to who I am.

But I also am feeling restless, stagnant and I ( Read more... )

So I just returned from my tour of PA and I feel relatively good. I am grateful for the break, but I still kind of need a vacation after my vacation, it was way to busy, and well camping, we all know how barb feels about camping....

Creation was pretty dang cool though, minus the camping part. I survived, even with my prime location, next to the ( Read more... )

I have been so busy lately I haven't had much time to process anything, and believe me I've had an awful lot to process... sucks, don't it ( Read more... )

So I have never been an overly emotional person, at least not outwardly emotional ( Read more... )

I am considering going to creation in lieu of kingdom bound, because a its bigger and b i am not bringing momentum anyway. I am either doing kb for a day, or going for the event of creation. I would kind of like to go to creation minus the whole i hate camping thing but i think it would be an awesome experience. and the cost is the same as kb. The ( Read more... )

I was going to study but well I am lazy and a procrastinator so I decided blogging was more fun.

Studying, that's sad I am not even in school, well not technically speaking, although I have been in school so to speak several times this week and will be next week.

Now all I need is a stinkin permanent placement and I'd be all set. We'll see I guess ( Read more... )

I feel wicked let down. Our momentum event sucked face. The teens were horribly behaved, sleeping during the show, which should be hard to do, especially during a hard southern type rock show. They were texting, and just plain rude. DecembeRadio, Everyday Sunday and Chris Ames were all good. There were several curse words and argh just lamery. I ( Read more... )