It's been fun but it's time to go.

This journal is closed.

I think I'm gonna be sick. Again. Fuck ( Read more... )

Sometimes it takes almost losing someone to understand just how amazing they are. Well, seeming as how I've almost lost Rey a couple of times now, I think it's pretty safe to say I get it. He's a keeper. This is a forever sorta thing we've got going here. And I'll be damned if I'm ever gonna be stupid enough to screw it up again. A lot of men, if ( Read more... )

I remember a few months back, Rey looking at me and telling me that you could never really know a person. That you could never really trust anyone. Because everyone always keeps something of themselves back. I didn't want to believe him then. Especially not since he was referring to himself and the mess he'd gotten himself into with some less than ( Read more... )

Rey took me out last night for our official Valentines date. My stomach gets all fluttery just thinking back on it. I was shocked enough to find that he had bought me a dress. But then to find out the dress was so I would have something to wear to Phantom Of The Opera...I never even expected anything close to that. Somewhere along the line Rey ( Read more... )

Holy shit, it's been a long night. I can't wait to just crawl into bed and sleep for a few uninterrupted hours. Rey had his kids on the road with him this weekend so that whole privacy thing was pretty much null and void. Not that I'm complaining about having them around. Dom and Aalyah are adorable. And I feel...well, to be honest...I feel almost ( Read more... )

Back on the road again. In Michigan today. And it's cold as shit. I'm only about 5 hours from my parents house. Talked to my brother and he said Mom and Dad might make the drive up just for the night. I haven't seen them in...wow, it's been a while. I didn't spend Thanksgiving or Christmas with them ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me. I haven't left the house since I got back here on Monday. I should grocery shop. I'm still working on buying things to fill up all the empty space around here. I should go run. Or head to the gym. Or something ( Read more... )

This week has been so much fun. Seriously. I can't think of one down point. Starting with the Royal Rumble and me standing backstage screaming like a lunatic the entire time Rey was in the ring. I might have pounced on him just a little when he got back. "I was just doing what they scripted me to do, bebe." Yeah. He was. But he did it damn well and ( Read more... )

Wow...so that was pretty much the last phone call I expected to get today. And suddenly I'm thrown back into a role that I didn't even know I was supposed to be playing anymore. Here we go again.

There you, there you go again ( Read more... )