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Fingerprints
Monday I had to get fingerprinted for my job. My GC got my results back for the background check before I even got back to the jobsite. I knew it would come back good but didn't think it would be back in 15 minutes or less. Glad to know that I can officially work on any public school in the metro area when kids are in school.
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How come every time I'm excited about something you just act like it doesn't matter? How come I'm supposed to be interested in your things but your not interested in mine? How come you won't listen to me when I try to tell you my feelings? And how come if I specifically ask to do something together you conveniently tell me you never got that ( Read more... ) -
New job
I got a new job...again. But this time its much more permanent and it's a full time job. Which actually will be a career for me. I'm starting my third week as an electrician's helper. I work for a company that does commercial and industrial electrical work. And so far I love most of it. Just been so afraid that I'm not doing very well or that I'm ( Read more... ) -
Musings...
I wonder if you ever realize how insensitive you sound. I tell you someone I care about had 4-6 weeks left to live and I get an I'm sorry. Then literally two days later tell me how stressed out you are because you might have to miss two days of work. Because it's not like your a two-parent household and have family that will watch your kid... ( Read more... ) -
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Wow. Can not believe it. Today I am basically working out where my boyfriend lives and he is basically working out where I live.
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Stuck like...
A stick in the mud. So upset. Don't even know whew to begin. Wish he'd get his head out of his ass and actually do something. Claims he's waiting with open arms for when I'm ready but yet nothing. Why? Because it doesn't fit into his nice little schedule. At this point I want to come home to find rose petals on the bed and candles in the bath room ( Read more... ) -
Working for nothing...
So over the bullshit. I work both parts of our store, the cafe and retail. Show up this morning at 0630 to "what the hell are you doing here?"... Really? That's how we are going to start the day. The store manager is pissed because the cafe manager supposedly didn't run it passed him that I'd be working her side until the store meeting. And after ( Read more... ) -
Part one of my mommy extended weekend without child
I have spent the last 60 hours pretty much awake. I've had 6 hours of sleep in 60 hours. But I must say that I had some major fun in those hours. My mother came into town to help me by taking Shayla for a few days. So Wednesday my mother picked up Shayla and I took off for Chattanooga where my man was working. Of course when I got to the new hotel ( Read more... ) -
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What a difference two hours alone can make. I believe that no matter his faults, my man does his best to be helpful. We are both hard headed and stubborn. But he finally understood what I was saying, that I want just having a bad day, that I was depressed and stressed out and overwhelmed. He actually apologized for yelling at me, said he knew it ( Read more... ) -
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The best way to describe it, I think, is that usually I see the world in bright neon colors and beautiful. But lately I see it in colors that are pale and fading. Sometimes it's so bad that I see the world's in only grey. I want the world to be beautiful again! I want to paint those colors that are fading with brilliant new colors. I want to feel ( Read more... )