is there something wrong with me that when people advertise how happy they are i want to vomit all over the floor infront of me and then take it and throw it at people. when i'm happy i'm happy but i don't feel this need to tell the whole world.  i sometimes see myself as a pessamist but i feel like i'm just fucking moderate. when i'm sad i'm sad ( Read more... )

man i feel like a tore up mess right now. i just have all these thoughts that creep into my head and i become obsessed and virtually unhappy after that. it seems that i have some insecurities. no shocker right. like who doesn't but its like im pretty confident in the person i am and then there are certain things that creep under my skin and fucking ( Read more... )

 today has to be one of those stereotypical bad days; where it almost dosn't feel real so many hang ups have happened. i had class this morning at 10:00 and i didn't get to drink any coffee or eat anything before i went to class. so as i was heading to class there was INTENSE traffic on hampton blvd going to ODU. there were signs saying EXPECT ( Read more... )

cat power is coming in october yes. i've been waiting for this for a long time.

I put in my Doves cd while driving to work today. i kind of hesitated because i felt like it was my winter music but it actually was awesome to listen to even though it was so hot outside. Nick got me that cd for christmas. it's funny i never even knew who that band was but nick thought i'd like it and i do. i like that he knows my taste in music ( Read more... )

my summer classes are officially over. which also means i am no longer a TCC student and have now upped my status to a ODU student. i start ODU on the 27th and Christina is making the adjustment to ODU fairly easy with all her help ( Read more... )

today i had to sit in a driving improvement class because of my ticket i got last october. i was there from 9am-4pm. lame lame lame. now im working on a treatment for phobias paper for abnormal psych that's due at the end of this month. I also have to study for a art history test that is on tuesday i pretty much know the art i just need to review ( Read more... )

This weekend was fucking awful i worked friday 4-12, saturday was busy as hell i worked 2-10, then sunday i worked 2-11 i was supposed to only work till 10 but whatever it was fine. at least im done and feel like a new world needs to be discovered ( Read more... )

Thank you Flaming Lips for existing and playing a show last night that made me want to plant flowers and make the world a better place.

AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Today i don't have to work till 6 which means me and nick are going to enjoy the weather and do something ( Read more... )