SOOOOO now it's 312 AM and i dunno what to do with myself. it appears as though devin has left me online to become a night zombie. thats right, a night zombie. too bad i have to be at school in like....4 hours and 15 minutes.

YES!! I LOVE IT!

ive had to pee for like 2 hours, but i haven't cuz i'm too lazy. hurrah for UTIs!

balls

HOLY SHIT ITS 155 IN THE MORNING AND I'M STILL UP! wtf am i doing? basically listening to fugees and somehow talking to devin and his lame essay-writing ass about nonsense. sweetness.

I should just shoot myself now. hahahaha i've lost it. all of it, my mind that is.

i wish i could think about the past and not feel low... its just not possible.

this isn't fun.

right now i'm ... thinking really really hard about a snow day. as though i go to school normally. ha right. just ask preston ( Read more... )

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So this weekend has quite possibly been the most disappointing in awhile ( Read more... )

There's nothing quite like the feeling of losing your best friend

So I'm only updating cuz Vinny is busy making his Myspace beautiful. I love recruiting Myspacers lol. Cuz I'm lame, but I'm ok with it ( Read more... )

I've fallen in love with my computer in my room.

I love turning on my music and just talking and talking.

Its so soothing.

Love it.

And my fam like never comes in, so thats awesome too.

There is nothing quite as amazing and refreshing as finding someone who has problems just like yours. And wants to listen to all your problems. It pretty much makes me wanna scream. In a good way though.

God knows I have enough problems. Its nice to share them now.

I appreciate it.