I'm pretty sure Marilyn Manson is my long lost love. I know this sounds completely preposterous and I shouldn't pine after stars who are too far out of my reach, and especially those who are 41 years old but I think if I met this man, not only would I love him but I would be attached to him for all the right/wrong reasons. I can't help but find him ( Read more... )

Soooo today I slid down my hill and hit a no parking sign. it was pretty sweet...not. so now the saturn's a little hurt. i got to miss practice though...ha and mom took me to frisch's to get me to stop crying. solid. thats all for now.

Run ( Read more... )

Sooooo SENIOR night at Swimming was THE SHIT! I love my 06ers sooo much! Too bad me and Julie and Alex totally got yelled at for jumping in the pool while the races were still going! hahaha who cares!? So taht was fun. And cheering was crazy happiness. Team support was thru the roof. I love Johnny. And I love that he hugs me when I'm crying. :) ( Read more... )

So this past weekend was def 100xs better than i thought it would be. Everyone was fabulous at Classic Finals. My prelims instilled once lost faith in myself. I got to bond with my team and it was great ( Read more... )

this weekend is gonna be emotionally tolling.

shit.

i'm not looking forward to this.

i thought i could avoid it forever.

shit.

shit.

Last night, once I finally got away from my house and stepfamily, I hung out with Jane and Gaby and Liz and many another Wyoming folk. It was soooo much fun. I love how Gaby introduced me to like 40 people and I probably remember ten. Ha. It's def way better being a SR. and meeting new people though, cuz highschoolers, esp SRs in Wyoming, hate ( Read more... )

So school started back up...fuck. I hate school. I think I missed approximately 35 days first semester. Today was the second day back aaaaand...I didn't go. Ha. I'm so lazy. Fuck it. All I wanna do is swim and eat and drink Coke. Cuz I'm addicted to Coke. Yessss It's so good ( Read more... )

well. europe was fun. but i'm soooooo glad to be home finally. i missed everyone so much ( Read more... )

So I look in your direction ( Read more... )