update

[missleigh6]

so this is going to be a long and obnoxious update but it so over due. me and chris didn't work out and I wish I had never gone that route because I feel like I lost a friend. I guess I was just coaght up in the idea of what was. I was feeling the person I knew way back when butnot the person he is now. he's still a totally great and awsome guy,

Comments

[mochajoez]

You ate rabbit??? Maybe your friendship can recover after a little time apart. That has happened to me before. It sucks though when you realize a good friend has changed as have you and you no longer "fit".

However, did you know that you are awesomely wonderful and lovely and make me smile when you post? Happy day hunny.

xoxo

[missleigh6]

yes i ate rabbit.... so i am no longer veg.. and to be honest, these meds r making me not care so much which i know is good bu i am still adjusting to the weight gain.. in otherwords... im still popping diet pills and trying to lose.

[mochajoez]

I am so glad you are on the meds. Not to happy about the no veg part, but I'll get over it! I occasionally eat meat too. I know you are a private person and I respect that. I'm not sure if it was you or sarah I told this too, but there is something that stands out about the too of you. Something I recognize and relate to. I don't know if it's experiences or if it's pain, but I feel connected to you both for some reason. I know that sounds very wacko. I have had psych tests and I have a psych degree so I am a proven non wacko (only cause of the tests, not the degree)! There's plenty of psychologists that just "don't get it" and I think you have to had to experience pain to understand it. I so wish that I could show you who you are from my viewpoint. You are intelligent, witty and absolutely gorgeous. If you ever want to talk I am always here for you. There is not much I haven't experienced. Oh, I've never been mugged. So, can't help ya there. If you never decide to talk that's cool too. I just will always be here to remind you how