my life has changed so much before and after you. I have changed so much because of you. I don't know why i can't get you out of my head. you're always here. my family thinks i'am crazy for holding on...it's been years but i can't stop these dreams... the memory of your lips on mine. i miss you so much. i'am starting to give in too what they say.. ( Read more... )

still love you

dot dot dot

and i cant stop

damn had to delete the first part. rediculous and emabarrassing ( Read more... )

lately ( Read more... )

you are the absence beating in my chest ( Read more... )

When you laugh
you'll feel
my breath there
filling up your lungs.
And when you cry
those arent your tears
but Im there falling down your cheek.
And when you say you love her
taste me,
Im like poison on your tongue.
But when your tired, if your quiet,
you'll hear me singing you to sleep.

okay so yeah. dude work was so dead tonight. i only had to waitress for like 3 hours and i made 70 bucks in tips... nice. last night was fun daniel phill and their friend who i forgot the name of came over and got drunk with me and dani we just sat in my room and fucked around. amanda was being a bitch and acting like a mom and eneded up being like ( Read more... )

spill canvas show in san diego was good. got in my first fight(actual fist fight), the girl was so lame haha but shit was funny. um yeah drove to san diego on tues night, pretty crazy then came home, im not talking to kyle anymore, its weird. weve been hooking up on and off for so long, like since i was in 8th grade or 9th, then we stopped while we ( Read more... )

so i just read what i wrote last night... wow i was drunk. and im well on my way now. cant wait to go to san diego sat. to see spill canvas. get away from this place for a day. and the art show tomarrow ( Read more... )

when is it finally enough to accept yourself,fully, to look in the mirror and not be sick of seing the same face every day. accept the fact that your there, and there is no changing that. acceptance. when your thoughts wont stop but you feel too tired to write them down, but feel the need to because it seems as if you are drowning in them. do you ( Read more... )