There has been a cacophony of emotion going off in my head the past week or so. I'm the happiest I've been in years, even if I'm not accomplishing the goals I set for myself a few months back but I'm also plagued by bouts of depression that last only as long as my sobriety and consciousness do. The first half of the spectrum can be attributed to ( Read more... )

No time now but no time like the present, right? So happy, so surprised, and so winded. As in, I've got a second wind all of the sudden. A second wind to get goin'. Which brings me back to the fact that I've got to go!

A Valentine's love note.

SECRET: I loved you from the minute I met you. Even if it was just the one time.

You've been awfully quiet lately, screamer. I'm sorry about your recent tragedy. I truly am.

You see? You SEEEEEEEEEE???

Little Miss Vanity. Everyone always makes fun of me for getting all gussied up just to run errands but today? TODAY?! I just had to go pay my car insurance, that's all I had to do. It's right down the street, I was going to be gone 10 minutes so I said, "Fuck it." and went fresh out of the shower, no eye make-up, wet ( Read more... )

I got all the patience in the world, baby, but I have to admit, the futility of this correspondence is starting to wear on me.

But don't fret, cowboy. I'm not looking for anyone else but you. And I'm in no rush.

Day... 27 of my self imposed "confinement ( Read more... )

I just can't help lovin' you.

At first it was a nice distraction... now it's a soft stab in the heart every time your name comes up. I'd still take that stab over an empty feeling of nothing.

Peace out, 2007 ( Read more... )

I have this little book. It's a daily planner, except that I write in it a few sentences everyday of what already has happened, rather than what I plan to do in the future. It's all very past-tense because I have a terrible memory, and need some record of what goes on. My drinking no doubt helps. It's not really a diary, because I can only fit a ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is a series of thoughts that I try desperately to remember, never write down, and always know that I'll forget before I get the chance to.