Ok so what can I say....Like everyone else it has been a while sense I have written here. I have been doing so much writing and school work I really haven't felt like writing for fun. It is the end of the semester and life is crazy. This summer I will be taking two classes, working, and hopefully getting a car. If everything works out I will be ( Read more... )

Life has been busy and much has changed. I am now taking summer classes and staying in BR for summer or at least the part of the summer. I am working on getting a car so I can move to spring lake to live with my loving fiancee. We will be starting to lay down some big money for the wedding. I am getting ready to end this semester with four really ( Read more... )

Its been a while sense I have writen but not much has changed. I am still slaving away at school and really wanting to get out of hear. Brad is still a wonderful man and he is still working really hard. Laura and I are still the bestest friends. I am sitting and waiting for good news on my life but hey lets not get our hopes up. I'm really tired ( Read more... )

This weekend was great. I went to see date movie friday and it was ok but not as good as I thought. Saterday I got my nails done and died my hair. Then sunday got a little crazy but I got to watch the Daytona Nascar race. JR did really well and I hope he keeps it up. Well that is my little update.

Ok so V-day for people who don't have someone to spend it with can suck. V-day when you have someone, expecually when he's the love of your life, should rock right? This is my first V-day with Brad and I guess I expected something wonderful or even a little something. But that didn't happen. I got woke up at 7:50 this morning and a happy V-day when ( Read more... )

I've been in fights before but non that made me hurt so bad as this one. Not being allowed to mess up in life or even in a friendship is not fair at all. Now I sit here on a thursday night all alone and there is nothing I can do about it. Nothing hurts more then having a glimmer of hope and then having it ripped away like your heart is some kind of ( Read more... )

I'm sitting hear waiting to go to work and all I can do is wish I was still in bed. I didn't sleep well last night and don't know why. I had a really nice weekend away from school and think that what ever has been bugging me finally going away. We will see though. I just want to old me back and life to go back to normal. Laura and I are going to ( Read more... )

Hurt, Lost, Tired, and Stressed. I don't know I just feel like I was knocked down and then kicked. I wish I could kick this feeling. I put my heart into something and all I do is get treated like shit in return. Was it my fault I dont' think so but who knows if I honestly did something wrong. I just wish I had a relationship other then Brad's that ( Read more... )

This weekend was awsome even though I was frustrated at somethings about the wedding. I thought this week was going to be the same old week but I was wrong. I had things happen with my good friend Liz and I've been with her all week. I haven't worked at all and i feel bad about that but I needed to be there for my friend. I am heading home tomarrow ( Read more... )

It is way to early in the morning and I'm up. I get to go to work and I don't even want to function. I even went to bed at 10:30 last night. So this is what it's to be like all the other real working people; except I'm not doing my career yet, I'm still in school. So I get to work a full day then go to class untill 9 tonight. I'm not complaining ( Read more... )