recently it seems as though everyone is in a cute little relationship, they hang out all the time and talk about how cute they are and how in love they are. its cute. it really is. but im jealous. :(
i think that all the hypocrisy taking place with people and drugs is quite amusing. funny how things work out.
also i think im giving up. ive established how i feel and im not gonna keep trying for something so unatainable. ive tried so hard, now its time to let things work out on their own.
today i accidently slept through school. woke up around 3. i feel like shit all the time now. maybe im sick. maybe i just want to sleep my life away. either way, i want to go to coast. im sick and tired of edison and all the shitty high school drama. i rather just do my fucking work and not have to deal with the bullshit. bah humbug.