Sometimes i wonder what is wrong with me. why do i make such horrible mistakes. at one point i had everything that i could have ever asked for. why didn't i see it then? now i don't know if things are ever going to be the same. i sit here and i can see a picture of me and cody from junior prom. we were so happy and i ruined it. i have to live with ( Read more... )

I wonder how I got here. How did I manage to get this broken. Once upon a time I felt like I was going places. I felt like I had this whole wonderful life ahead of me full of great things. Now look. I'm going to fail out of college. Yes I will try harder at BCC and hopefully that will be better, but still. I have no idea what I want to do with my ( Read more... )

I know that I am not stupid. Sometimes i think that i'm just not good at school. I wish I was but i really don't think that i am. Cody says that it's just because i haven't found something that I really love to do. I believe him. I want to find something that I love to do. I feel like I have been pushed into doing things that I do want to do. For ( Read more... )

Well its been two years since i posted anything in here ( Read more... )

I have nothing interesting to write about. I've been stuck in my house for weeks with mono. I feel like there's a ton I've missed out on. Everything is falling apart. I Just feel like I don't have a hold on my life anymore. I'm sitting back watching it all slip out of my grasp. Everything I've worked so hard for. I hate it ( Read more... )

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So things have been going pretty good. I never have time to update anymore. Smetimes it just feels like I'm in constant motion and I can't stop or I might miss something. Its slightly stressful at times. I feel like I don't have enough time to pay attention to people that don't live in this area. (Pat, Brittnee, Kari) I miss them. Somedays I think ( Read more... )

STUPID BITCHES ( Read more... )

1. My roommate once: Rachel Mervis ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in forever. I don't have the time or the motivation. So sue me. Things are going well. I'm so freaking busy the majority of the time. This coming week is regents week. Translation: I only have to go to school Monday thru Wednesday which is a very good thing. School is going alright. I'm so sick of it though. I cannot ( Read more... )