I don't know but things here are getting worst then ever. With that being said I hardly talk to family any more its getting so bad that I don't want to help them with anything anymore while yet they can make all the messes in the house and I have to pick up after them. Shit I wish that someone would have told me about this stuff when I was kid I ( Read more... )

What the fuck here every time I get new medications I have to give them to my family no matter what. I gave them to my family three days a ago and not they are lost and they seem to blame me for stealing my own medication which i do not fucking have. Yes I did try to commit suicide and would gladly do that again just so i wont have to deal with the ( Read more... )

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Eclipse Movie and Breaking Dawn

I still have no job yet and its depressing for me cause I had one for five years and this oh well. There is one question that is on my mind all the time why didn't I die on the 23 of February that is my question. I mean there are so many things I want to forget also there are many people that have told me that they dont want me at all.

there were things that were said about me from my former employer scottsdale school. these past few months have left me really confused because i loved working with kids but i am not so sure anymore. my family thinks that i should go back to work with kids because it something i am good at but i just cant do that any more. i dont want to get hurt ( Read more... )