Why is it when you leave a relationship, being single feels good and you never feel lonely
but if you are the one left, even when you're over the break up, it's still hard to find the joy in being alone and loneliness is never too far away?

Why do some people never have luck in relationships and others can be completely crazy and assholes and still find people to love them?

I was always given the impression that if you treat the guy well, spoil him often, let him know you think he's great, and always be there for him and generally be the best girlfriend possible, he'll love you.

And ( Read more... )

So being at home with no job, no friends, and nothing to do, I've been left alone with only my rocky relationships and my negative thoughts.

In this time I realized something devastating. I have no idea who I am.

I spilled a good chunck of it out onto Kate's blog. I've just spent too much time in too many wrong relationships trying to be everything ( Read more... )

 Ok, so the dry sockets are becoming less and less of a literal pain. Now it's just the occasional tinge randomly along the jaw. Bleh.  At least it's not in my ear anymore ( Read more... )

 Ok, so i decided to jump back into LiveJournal if for nothing else, to get all my crazy mixed up thoughts out of my head and out "on paper ( Read more... )