Hmmm I NEVER UPDATE in this thing anymore!!! there is nothing new.... same old stuff really just school and cheerleading... umm i dont cheer for sac city anymore becasue they SUCK way horrible and um i do cheer for Club Spirt Rockets now and I LOVE IT!!!!!! its just like cheertyme but we win!!! haa haa jk hmm ya besides that everything is pretty ( Read more... )

Today was a horrible day... Iv been sleeping for the past 2 months and now iv been woken up and sucked into reality...hit right in the face with it... It hurts so bad... This past week i went and visted my borthers grave for the first time sense the funeral... Iv just brushed it off thinkin oh im okay...everything is fine... NO IM NOT FINE... i ( Read more... )

I hate this... You know that feeling when the world keeps spinning around you and you stay still?? it sucks thats how every second feels when your not around. I dont freakin understand andi hate it! why do i put myself through this? you make me so mad and you know u are... i freakin hate that we know each other inside out... it takes longer for us ( Read more... )

"Why is it so easy to be mad at the ones we trust? Becasue we know they will always be there in the end" -The Sisterhood of the Traveling pants-

So pretty much I decided I needed a new journal... there were alot of things in the other one that I didnt wanna be reminded of anymore so ya... and so i hope u all have a wonderful day!!!