My many fuckups are quickly adding up to equal me as one big fuckup.
When did I lose myself and my motivation?
I have few redeeming qualities left.

It's 5 am ( Read more... )

I never update this anymore, but I kinda want to right now ( Read more... )

As much as I looked forward to moving back to Denton, that's how much I miss Dallas ( Read more... )

I've got happy happy butterflies in my stomach ( Read more... )

ABC'S of me ( Read more... )

I am so happy.
For the first time in my life I have real self confidence that comes from me and not from others.
It's so good not to depend on other people to make me feel good about myself.

I'm afraid he's going to start dating people really soon, to punish me for last time or because he's scared that I might. If we start that whole thing again, I don't know how we'll ever work it out again.

So I can feel the sadness start to sink in ( Read more... )

So me and Frankie broke up. again ( Read more... )