So, I'm actually posting again...after about 47 weeks. Oh well. I think it might be good for me to start posting some thoughts online again. I have been really sick the last couple of days. I am hoping that I will feel better tomorrow. It would be really nice to actually get up and stop sitting around hoping I don't puke. Dave and I are ( Read more... )

I am in such a bad mood tonight. Things just suck. I have so much to do and I'm incredibly stressed...and I can't stop thinking about things I don't want to think about. I wish I could have a drink...but my house has spontaneously become dry.

You Are a Tulip
( Read more... )

I am actually watching the "20 Greatest Love Songs" on VH1. Yes, I have lost my mind. I have to write an autobiography tonight and create a resume. Applying for grad school is no fun at all. I exercised a bit today...of course I had to stop before I was done and use my inhaler...no, I'm not out of shape at all. So, this is pretty much my ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sitting in the IDMS waiting for it to be 12:30 so that I can meet Sarah for lunch...then I am going to visit my sister. Jessica needs some help with the kids and cleaning and stuff. I can't wait to see Bella. Anyway, I am looking online for job postings in Meigs and Athens Counties. Wish me luck.

Well, the funeral was today and we all got through it. It was difficult but it made me feel better to be surrounded by my girls...including alumnae. Right now I am in the IDMS, 'cause, come on, it's home. I just feel happier and safe here. I will probably be going home soon. I need to feed my cats. I haven't decided if I am going to stay ( Read more... )

I guess I am going to stay at my parent's house tonight. I'm going to help Dad plant some cabbage seed in the greenhouse. Fun fun fun. At least it will be something to do,though. Then, tomorrow, I am going to go to Rio and get a few things done. Stayin' busy.

We received news today regarding the services for Mary Brown ( Read more... )

Well, I'm starting the Lemonade Diet again...simply because I can't eat solid food anyway right now. At least this way I am getting some nutrition and detoxing at the same time. I still can't really sleep. I slept more last night than I have for days...5 hours straight. I'm just so tired. I'm going to meet my mom today to officially apply for ( Read more... )

I'm trying so hard to stay relatively positive...but I can't eat, can't sleep and I just feel yucky. I'm really trying to not sink into depression but it's hard when you are biologically predisposed to it and then someone you love diesI'm giving myself a few days to truly grieve and then I have to somehow surround myself with something positive. ( Read more... )