I never write when I'm in a good mood so I thought I'd give it a shot ( Read more... )

You cry when we part ( Read more... )

I don't write much anymore but sometimes things are just on my mind and I need a place to get them out. Maybe it's the romance I just watch (well I know that's what's bringing this out) but I can't deal with the feelings. I need to get real I'm not with him it's not real. I have superficial relationships everywhere but one real honest something. ( Read more... )

All I got to say is C is one lucky mother fucker that I have Boi in my life to cheer me up a bit before he comes home so I don't rip his head off ( Read more... )

I can't believe the utter feeling of... of I don't know all I know is no one gives a fuck. hell even my mom hung up on my today. C has been less then thoughtful... actually I think he has been the oppisite of thoughtful he's basically just made me feel like shit all day and he has only been around me about an hour today ( Read more... )

I treasure the memories we have ( Read more... )

I have no clue what I last posted... but here are the things going on with me... I graduated, I quit smoking, I started walking 2 miles or more everyday, I got a car, the transmission went on my car, I'll be doing some americorps program for the next year... here's the dilemma ( Read more... )

I'm getting so sick of my roommate. Of course I have agreed to live with him for another year already. Part of me really likes living with him he can be fun and it's nice to have someone around. But I also think he lies to me a lot. I don't know maybe I'm just fustrated because I'm in love with him and he couldn't care less. He is always looking ( Read more... )

I'm so confused my mind is racing my emotions are flairing. I don't know if I'm hurt or grateful or madly in love. I don't know how to feel or how to understand what I am feeling. I want what I can't have or do I want it because I can't have it. I don't want to bring it up because I know that maybe the end and I don't want it to end but I know it ( Read more... )

Well lets start with the good news ( Read more... )