Okay. So I don't know exactly how many people have been fortunate to catch the grape vine on this one but I'm depressed. Appearently everybody's worried. But I'm not gonna do anything stupid. I won't hurt myself, I won't kill myself. I'm not gonna give up. I refuse. I'm too stubborn for that stuff. Just the thought makes me choke with disgust ( Read more... )

So my heart has pretty much told my brain to go on vacation and rot in some dingy hut on an island that no one has ever heard of where the floors are mud and the ceilings straw. An idea that I'm sure my brain shudders at. My heart has become overly cofident in the decisions it makes without my brain's imput. It's going to get hurt if it isn't more ( Read more... )

Got back from da coast a lil while ago. I'm so sorry that I didn't get a chance to get out and see anybody :( It was like straight up work for the whole two weeks I was there. Woke up, cleaned, ate, went to sleep. I'm so sorry :( :( :( But my Cousin Greg wants me to come down again eventually so I might be back sometime. Idk. I'm still not too big ( Read more... )

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I'm like... way restless... I HATE planes.....

Okay uh... so for those that didn't know Coby and I are no longer together which kills me but I did it. I mean I broke up with him. But I had grounds I guess... It doesn't make me happy at all though. I don't understand what went wrong but I don't really wanna review the events that led to everything happening. And as much as I didn't want it to ( Read more... )

Coby is officially the most awesomest boyfriend ever and I love him very much... but I keep thinking that I'm going to inherently fuck everything up. As most of you don't know my last relationship ended very very badly and it was very messy and yea. I think that because of that I'm really scared to get too attached to Coby who deserves it. We hang ( Read more... )

It seems like forever since I've been on here, but it hasn't been that long. I suppose I should catch everything up ( Read more... )

Somebody I knew just died the other day. A car crash. The car caught fire. I can't get away from it. I have to be so strong for everybody at school, for Nicci and the others that knew B and Chris. I can't get upset. So I act like nothing's wrong. Then I can't sleep. I can see them in the car when it... There's no air here. It's hard to know that I ( Read more... )

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