I was going to send the below letter to my pastor, but have decided not to. I just need to talk to someone so I am leaving this here ( Read more... )

We'll like I said today is Friday I was in a pretty good mood until now.

I guess either I am reading too much into things or jsut plain going nuts, but it seems as if so many people have distanced themselves from me.

I do not know what I did wrong to make this happen. It just happened I guess.

Okay I thought it was about time that I write again. I have nto felt we'll except for the last couple of days, because of having 5 biopsy's done on my colon. They could not give me any pain meds due to me being allergic to everything. Finally though I think I am recovering a little now I have to look forward to get test results and having an MRI ( Read more... )

Okay good news for once. The house that we looked at on Friday we have been approved for. The landlord called and said everything is great on our references and we can move in as soon as we give him our security deposit of $800.00. So the only thing I need prayers for now is that the $800.00 will come through this week like we need. I think he ( Read more... )

Okay, Can't believe I am actually writing again today. I guess I felt a little better on Friday after being able to get some of my feeling out that I have been bottling up inside ( Read more... )

Okay I was born in 1968 so that is cool and everything, but the drug thing is so far off.

You Belong in 1968

1968

If you scored ( Read more... )

Your Love Number is
2

Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.
Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.
At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.
As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.

okay got to make this quick. I have not had anytime to breathe here at work lately. I am really getting overworked. I feel guilty just trying to take time out for lunch because there is so much work that needs to be done. I am exhausted when I get home ( Read more... )

hang up calls and cold shoulders that is what I experience here at work now. I absolutely hate coming here to work every day. I guess the right thing is not always the best thing. I should have let it slid like everything else that I have for years. If I had soemwhere else to go I would be there in an instant. I do not know how long I can take this ( Read more... )

We'll the day is finally over and I think I am just going to take a rest from talking about issues right now. I think they are probably better not said ( Read more... )