The most beautifully tragic way, i believe, to die is to swan dive off off a cliff into the ocean and letting yourself be swept away by the waves. i think that is so beautiful, and i dont know why. it just strikes me as that way. or to let yourself be swept away by the tide. really anything that is non-violent involves the ocean ( Read more... )

you havent take your zoloft in three days ( Read more... )

ed and i broke up. now im going out with Jt ( Read more... )

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jesse died. life sucks. im feelin kinda morbid. on the plus side i have two friends!WOOT!
im gunna go in the hot tub to make meh feel better. feel free to join meh.

if you lived to be 100 years old, id want to be 100 minus one day, so ill never have to be without you.
~winnie the pooh

apparently mom couldn't get me up this morning to go to my appointment. so shes really mad at me. but i don't remember having her come in to try. maybe i was just way too asleep. she pisses me off sometimes. well, not sometimes. most of the time. if I'm ever a mother the way she is, i will shoot myself. guaranteed ( Read more... )

oh yes..i forgot to mention in the last entry that one month with ed was on the 15th of december. one month, and many more to com

word of teh day: fwah- a expression. used when someone tells you to do something you dont want to. i honestly havent heard anyone ues it but me.

a life underwater..how very true. you can see the blurred outline of somethings, but now matter how hard you look, you will always miss something ( Read more... )