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Days Like Molasses
WELL! Oh my, 3 entries in a row! My, my, aren't I productive ( Read more... ) -
Productive? No.
Well, nothing all to exciting to really say about today. Realized I haven't paid my energy bill yet, or the cable bill, and rent and parking is due today. Shit. Oh well, I'll do my beset to take care of it. I still have some money left from my pay check--which is pretty amazing, actually. I mean, it's only $100, but at least it's something ( Read more... ) -
Something.
Fuck! I'm so bad at keeping up with this! I love how i contstantly procrastinate so I then don't do my homework, and yet coming here and writing some shit is apparently too hard. GAH! I suck.
Aaaand I'm STILL not doing homework. I got sent home sick from work...so that's a good excuse, right? Right.
Okay, back to watching Food Network. kbai!~ -
Do you ever wonder why this music gets you high?
I have to say, I am really proud of myself. I have successfully weened myself off "needing" to text message/call Alisia. Yeah, it's really sad...and REALLY hard...but I'm just glad that i actually followed through with it, for once. I just can't keep letting her bring me down and make me so depressed that I turn to hurting myself. I thought I ( Read more... ) -
I shouldn't be allowed here.
"Every time I see you, I feel so completely dismantled ( Read more... ) -
Subject Lines are for Losers
Sorry for the depressing nature of this in advance ( Read more... ) -
Study study study
Wow...
i am completely unable to find motivation to study. Trust me, I am trying though!
so... this girlfriend situation is not cool....why don't women want to be with me??? Am i just undesirable and unloveable? what about me screams "fuck me and leave me"?!
any wise words of advice?
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Where do we go from here?
I've said it so many times now that I wonder if the words will lose their meaning soon..... but "why can't I quit you?". My heart feels so heavy in my chest, I don't know if I even have the strength to support it at this point. I'm one of the most jaded, yet optimistic people I know--my life is a constant contradiction. I know that believing I'm ( Read more... ) -
Starting Over
So, this is my second (yes, second) livejournal. I pretty much decided that since I wanted to start using LJ again, I wasn't going to use my old one. It's full of all my stuff from high school....and that just isn't me anymore--thank god. I have been finding more and more recently that I am well overdue to turn a new leaf in my life. I'd like to ( Read more... )