im learning how to cook by myself. its fun. im trying to make it into a hobby. so i'll have a new hobby, since i'm tired of my old hobbies. too bad taiwanese kitchens aren't equipped with an oven, or else i'd be baking. but its okae. one step at a time. =)

im really tired of sitting here contemplating about life. these past couple of months, i've been thinking about my past mistakes and i believe i have all the answers to all those times i asked myself why this? why that? its about time for me to close the door behind me and walk into the door thats been openned for so long. just that i was too ( Read more... )

at emergency times like this, i need my credit card. i should've saved my credit card limit ... instead of using it all ... anyone know how i can get $1000usd by tomorrow? chris and i attempted to win the lottery, attempted to get into a car accident so that the other person can pay and crap hahah, and attempted to get hit by a car so that the ( Read more... )

you know, hearing news or talking to my buddies in vegas makes me think what would've i been like if i stayed? a million possibilities yet with the life style i have now, i'd seriously like to try it over. not that im not satisfied but i guess i just want to find other ways to convince myself that life isn't that boring after all. yea, i have ( Read more... )

if yer ever bored, its pretty fun reading over your past journal entries. it was ... a blast from the past. hehehahah. reminded me how stupid and immature i was before and how i've grown but its all good. you should try it sometime.

i bought the disney's magic cd and i was reading the lyrics to UNDER THE SEA

Under the sea
Under the sea
Darling it's better
Down where it's wetter
Take it from me

i bet it is. haha

i think ima quit this for a while. since theres two particular guys that reads this and tries to understand my thoughts and crap. makes me feel a bit uncomfortable. yes, u two guys, u KNOW who you are ...

its a couple more days till new years and it seems like endless shit is going on. can't badluck just go away for a couple of days .. especially before new years? i mean it purposely has to squeeze itself into our schedule to make the last couple of days of 2004 all shitty and miserable. fuck 2004. fuck everything that happened in this year. i ( Read more... )

so christmas is coming up and i'm HALF done with my christmas shopping. my heart hurts cuz this is the most expensive christmas shopping i ever had in years. but i swear you'll LOVE ur gifts. i WANT all of the gifts that i bought for people ... but that would be too greedy. oh my gahhh i want the present that i got for ang's mom. its soooo ( Read more... )

god, i can be bitter to every guy that comes along from now on. but i don't want to believe that all guys are just jerks and liars. there must be someone out there ... i'm determined.