i accidently swallowed my tongue ring ball thingie majigger. it should come out the other way ... right?

PAUL VAN DYKE .. i can't wait.

maybe there is hope for love afterall. im starting to suspect my parents. something fishy is going on and if it is what i think it is, well, i don't know what i should feel. either happy or scared, scared of being hurt by her leaving us again. yet i'm so use to them being apart that i don't know if i'll be able to adjust to us being together again ( Read more... )

i don't get it. he comes to me when he needs me, when he's lonely and expects me to give my all to him. he comes whenever he wants, goes whenever he wants. and in the beginning i've never asked shit from him. but its okae, i don't hate myself for being this kind of person to him, cuz i've never gave him all of it when he came crawling back all the ( Read more... )

chris and i got our tongue pierced. it hurtedid. =). but i'm getting the use of it. my parents are gonna slaughter me if they find out. but its okae.

vegas was fun ( Read more... )

"YOU HAVE A BF IN THE STATES HUH?!" no mom
"YER PREGNANT HUH?!?!?!" OHHHH MY GOD MOM.
"YOU CAN TELL ME. I'LL ACCEPT ANY ANSWER I SWEAR!!"
my mom is hilarious. i love her sense of humor.

ok last nite ryan en brite took me to this 18 n over club called boogie. it was better than i expected, probably because i've heard terrible stories about the clubs here so i assumed it'll probably be like shit. i couldn't drink nor smoke inside the club .. but other than that it was pretty OKAE. there were lotsa fat booties shaking it up on stage ( Read more... )

fucking ... i didn't even hafta open up my last carton. goddamnit. it feels like mission impossible.

i finished a carton of mild sevens already. i should quit smoking. lets see how long i can hold it in for before i open up my last carton of cigarettes. good luck to me ( Read more... )