Talk about a long time between updates. I'm here :) Thats all I can say about that lol.

Kids night party was very cool! Watching a movie outside? Priceless. When there are children playing I believe they create an energy that permeates everything around them with electricity. Charging it in a positive way... That joy of life is a small light which we sometimes ignite in ourselves. Most people tend to push that light into the ( Read more... )

It's Sunday and I'm up and at work. Feeling like I'm on the edge looking out over the world. Everything is in view but not quite in reach. I'm about to go over the side but have no idea where I'm going. I know it's going to be alright. I know things are going to work out. And I feel pretty good about it whatever it is...weird.

If only I could sleep for days
maybe I'd be able to recover
rest refresh revive
to dream of spring
to breath fresh clean air
out of this hell
away from this insanity
surrounded by this maelstrom
this life sucking vortex
to the cold darkness
oblivion of night

So here I am working on July 4th. Yay. Woot. Yippeeedo. It's not so bad. Extra pay is nice. My cousin moved right down the street from me. Which is cool because she's pretty close to my age. And she has a son who's the same age as my son. And since my son is here for the summer he now has a friend to play with! That is cool. I am hoping ( Read more... )

I'm falling ( Read more... )

Somebody has a case of the Tuesdays! I need a good laugh. Where can I find one of those? Thanks.

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night! (Hope Santa stuffs your stockings this year :)

Alrighty then! After the break up .... I am ready to start dating/seeing people again. Where do I start.... I go from not really looking at anyone else to just starting completely over. So....where do I go...what do I do....hehe I'm so confused! But ready lol.

So for lack of a better solution...ie better job or rich sugar daddy, I will be moving back in with my parents. If I could find a roomate who would put up with kids 2 months or so a year it would work but that just hasn't happened :( But free rent is great!