have i ever mentioned how much i suck at being a girlfriend?

this morning i watched nancy regan say her last goodbyes to her husband. it was one of the saddest things i've ever seen...

as weird as it sounds it made me realize how much i love mark. he is everything i have evr wanted. today is his birthday.. soo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!!!!!!!!!

There’s that star, the one they said we’d never reach ( Read more... )

BLING! BLING!


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i hate open ended answers. like " maybe" or "let me think about it". drives me up a fucking wall. i want yes or no. and until i get my yes or no answer i'm a fucking bitch about it. i don't like waiting, esspecially when it comes to something big. fuck. i hate this. sometimes i want to quit life.

i'm not fond of this "seperation". it feels like you've just forgotten who i am. i don't want to admit this, but i'm scared. i feel like at any moment my world is going to come crashing down. when i tell you what i need to say i don't think you'll like it. maybe it will change things between us. god i hope not. maybe i'm putting to much thought ( Read more... )

i was at the most white trash hour se today ever.

i hate my new tattoo. it sucks,. alot.

mark,

why does it feel like it's been years since i talk to you. please call me.

your loving girlfriend,
brianne.

shit doesn't seem so bad when things like this happen. then you realize you've been complaining about nothing.

92 days and i'll be living in new york. mark will be here next month. augusr cait and i will go to ny to look for jobs and houses. SEPTEMBER WE MOVE... and i turn 20 ( Read more... )