what the hell is wrong with me?
i can't make up my mind.
i'm seriously being so wishy-washy right now.
fuck.

Day 1 of my diet is going well. So far, I have eaten breakfast, which consisted of 2 eggs, 2 pieces of toast, and 2 strips of turkey bacon. I didn't finish the eggs or toast, but I ate most of it. I've heard a good breakfast helps control your appetite throughout the day. Since I'll be working during lunch, I'll probably just get some soup or a ( Read more... )

i think i've realized that you're not going to come,
so i can stop waiting.
you don't exist, and i've already settled anyway.
so in the end it's ok that i am the one who is disappointed.
because i could not bear for you to find me in someone else's arms.

i'm trying to cry, but no tears will come.
i have run dry.
finally.
i am just empty.