immmmmm back!

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I wanted it so badly that I pushed it away. I know I do not deserve something I want that bad.

You Are 48% Femme and 52% Butch!

80 - 100% Femme - You're the girly girl of the century. Or Clay Aiken ( Read more... )

Her dark features have captivated me beyond comprehension. Her deep eyes speak beautiful words. Yet I continue to deny what I feel and I continue to push it all away.

Just found out that Rachel cheated on me...while it was happening I called her on it and she denied it to me. IM SUCH A FOOL. My perfect lover didn't actually love me. I have never been loved. NEVER. The only love I've known was a complete LIE. I'm naked and cold and alone, but we aren't together now, because you were too good to me. Guilt ( Read more... )

There are so many paths I could take, is yours mine? Tell me, did it mean anything to you, you, or you? Do I mean anything? The passion in us took me by suprise but its harder than that to set me off course. As the darkness of this first lonely hour sets in I am forced to listen to my thoughts on this pentagon of confusion...

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I have the flu...or a high fever rather and it is a peice of hell. 103.7 go away 98.6 come back today.

im sitting in a cold room on an old computer with a new lease and a hot head.

I am sorry for being so short, I was wrong. Now I am just going to sulk into myself because i would rather be sulking into you.