I ran out of chocolate last night.  If I weren't in the middle of a very blue period, I could probably go a couple days, but damn I need chocolate in a bad way.  So I head up to the local grocery store (Kroger, btw) and grab a small stash (just to tide me over), go to the register.  Total comes to $3.23.  Not so bad for a junkie.  Better than many ( Read more... )

I am at a party, involved in a three-person conversation about relationships.  One woman--brilliant, lesbian and wise--is perfectly tipsy, relaxed and engaged in the conversation.  One--earthy, beautiful, articulate, sexuality not nailed down--is drunk off her ass, animated and spilling her guts.  I am sober and mostly enjoying the show.  Oh, and I ( Read more... )

Chocolate just "gets" me so well.

My latest Dove chocolate promise reads "Naughty can be nice."

Oh, do you think so?

::grins wickedly but sweetly::

I should know better ( Read more... )

A friend pointed me in this direction:   http://www.zappos.com/n/p/dp/25137545/c/6583.html

Insert cheesy grin.  Woot!

The  Universe is speaking to me through...rollershoes ( Read more... )

I'm transferring my blogging habit to live journal.  Lots more shiny, fancy options to play with.  I like that.

I bookmarked livejournal a couple months ago, but only just decided to come on over when I learned it was the location of a couple of bloggers I admire.  Or at least lust after.  And lust is a perfectly legitimate motivator in my book.

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Tonight (this morning?) a new friend asked me why I'm depressed. Why am I depressed?

Lots of understandable and not-so-understandable reasons, I guess...starting with my estranged father's suicide (something I still haven't really processed), the inevitable ending of a seven-year relationship, the discovery of betrayal and abuse on the part of my ( Read more... )

 
Jeez, I need some sleep...i haven't slept much at all for over three months now...funny, i had no idea a person could go so long without sleep...every now and then i'll crash without warning for ten hours...which seems to be enough to get me through for another couple weeks...maybe sleeping is overrated?  i seem to only have bad dreams or ( Read more... )