and confused..

I dont have much energy left...
M

Sadness is working on yourself for 10 years and it's still not enough ( Read more... )

I talked to my mom. I definately had what she had.....a form of anemia. I took my iron and I felt better...and I ate food. Now hopefully I can sleep.

I also will get some blood tests done soon.
For now I seemed to have solved a problem I have been chasing almost a year now....maybe longer.

I'm having a horrible day already. I have had one hour of sleep- maybe two at most. My cats won't stop bugging me. This is the worst cycle ever for me. Some of it was spurred on by me, but my condition is pretty set already, given that I am a woman. I did some things I am sorry about and I have already vowed to try and take better care of ( Read more... )

It took me 5 boxes.....

I was invented so that Einstein didn't have to be an addict.....

I've been thinking about myself for 10 years. I've really done a lot of good work on myself. I just wish others in my life now could see it. I have been feeling so isolated. Some have told me that I have done that to myself. I will readily admit that that might be true. In fact it probably is true. But it doesn't take away from the fact that ( Read more... )

I didn't goto movie night, even though it was at my house. Ha Ha. It turned out to be a really good thing for me. I had an experience I would never trade. I figured one thing about myself that has changed my life. And it has to do with Love. How I had been terribly hurt by it. But no matter....It probably won't ever happen again. I don't ( Read more... )

For those of you who feel I am a bit "defensive". You're only half right.

And now back to your regularly scheduled Michelle....

I am really looking forward to Movie night. For those who don't feel included or were not invited....I don't have much to say except ...how come ( Read more... )

Really I am....I only worry when my friends worry....why? Because of what they are putting thier attention on....they are scared because all the facts are not in and they are coming to conclusions that they wouldn't come to if they just held out a little longer and gathered more informaton ( Read more... )