i found this amazing little peninsula thing when i was trying to get shots of the nuclear power plant ( Read more... )

im sick of feeling guilty for having feelings.
im sick of lying and acting like i don't.
im sick of being lied to...
...it IS okay to have emotion!

why do i try so hard to pretend that i don't have any.

i kinda miss you LJ ( Read more... )

eh. im trying to decide if my lack of sleep lately is causing certain thoughts to surface, or if there are issues that just need to be resolved ( Read more... )

so there was a lot of walking done within the past 24 hours.
my car broke down last night after my night class and i had to have it towed. (the power steering belt tensioner broke apparently) after waiting around for an hour for the stinkin tow-guy to come, i walked home in the cooooooold rain. almost stopped for some cocoa w/ soymilk from ( Read more... )

soooo....how sad am i right now?
i'm having another shoe decision dilemma.
i've had THE hardest time finding BRIGHT red shoes. i've been wanting some for a while now cuz i wear so much red. and well. NOBODY has any.
but i found this pair:

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a paraphrased quote:

"true spiritual maturity is going from having a soft skin and a tough heart to having a tough skin and a soft heart."

what this means to me: when we're immature, we've gotta be tough on the inside! not ever swayed by serious stuff. the "nothing bothers me" mentality. yet on the outside, we're easily bruised. it doesn't ( Read more... )

phew. finally some clarification ( Read more... )

hey! livejournal! how are ya ( Read more... )

dear verizon ( Read more... )