I fucked up this time, more than ever. I got rid of the best thing ever and now I dont think I will ever get it back. I dont know what I was thinking...it was mixture of PMS and stress and it just all came out. I miss you Dan. I love you. I don't know what happened. We talked all weekend and agreed to work things out and then it was like you ( Read more... )

It comes in fast ( Read more... )

Break it down ( Read more... )

I don't want to go to work and deal with these fucking retarded people tonight. And SOMEONE left a certain mark on my neck that I now have to cover up. I have a feeling today is not going to be a good day.

This weekend was quite the emotional adventure. Here is a day to day lowdown on what happened ( Read more... )

I LOVE THIS SONG ( Read more... )

Impatient, impatient, impatient! I hate this me-having-to-wait-for-friday-shit. Hopefully everything turns out the way I want it, but somehow I don't see that happening. Although, I do always tend to think of the worst so that if somethng better happens then I can be surprised. I REALLY DONT NEED THIS NOW! I also am kind of upset with the decision ( Read more... )

I dream of a place where everyone is happy and no one is depressed ( Read more... )

I'm stupid right? Yeah, that's gotta be it. Or maybe people just THINK I am. Maybe that's it. Maybe...

I love how I'm never informed of anything. I could have easily made other arragements, but it figures how things just seem to SLIP people's minds. O WELL, fuck it, whatever I'm just a dumass right>?

Yeah, today I found out that my old best friend, Anna, is moving back to Lansdowne. Wow. I mean I havent seen her in the longest time and its going to be weird having the Melissa-Anna-Jason Trio back. Not that its really going to be back, but I would like to see them again and maybe catch a movie or something with them. Funny to say that I miss ( Read more... )