So I forgot I had this thing...and now that I'm on the verge of a mental snap, I found it again. lol.  So ladies and gentlemen fasten ur seatbelts...ur in for a WILD ride. lol ( Read more... )

Is anything REALLY ever over anymore? I'm beginning to think not. So Nathan and I split up...for awhile we were still talking almost everyday, just as friends or whatever. Then the last time we spoke was around my birthday (the 2nd, for those who don't know). His phone got shut off and we didn't speak...and our last conversation actually ended ( Read more... )

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN. I dunno what it is but I seem to just attract the crazy people. lol. So for awhile back there I was kinda double dippin, see...I went out on a date wit that dude Nate(lol, I rhymed!) but I was also doin a lil long distance thang wit this dude in FL. Well me and the FL dude got kinda serious, he said he aint want me to talk ( Read more... )

U know what pisses me off about the whole Nate and I thing? I still haven't gotten that acknowledgement from him and for some reason, I still have that lil part of my open still because of that. This fool thinks I want him to pay my phone bill just so I can gloat or whatever. No. I want him to pay it for 2 reasons. 1-I cannot afford to pay it ( Read more... )

Well...things are going...well, things are a mix right now. haha. School is...ok. I need to pick the slack up in my music classes. Socially, this place has fallen off BIGTIME tho. Went to the pj party at G1 and that was the WHACKEST shit I have EVER been to, yo. ON THE REAL. Left dat shyt after like 20 minz of just standin there like "Ok, ( Read more... )

I'm convinced it is. First Katrina, now Rita...both happening in TWO of my FAVORITE places in the world...NOLA and H-town. All of myfriends are safe and sound tho, I made sure to call each and everyone of them, if they didn't call me first. Talkin to Bryan was hysterical cuz it's been a hot minute since I holla'd at him. I don't know where ( Read more... )

Yes. You've ruined my life. I've given you the power to do so and you took it and went to town, ol' boy. Never in my life have I ever been so stupid and so open. And I'm angry at myself for it. I guess I need to just let you go and get back to ME. The REAL me and not the me you've turned me into. I don't understand why you don't love me. i ( Read more... )

Ya know how your life is ok, it's goin good...u got shit in order. Shit is just RIGHT. But there's that ONE thing, no matter how small or big that just seems to make everything else seem worth...less? It's so frustrating. I was talking to Nathan yesterday and this morning and we were just talking about us and the breakup and I just kept ( Read more... )

I'm so not a religious person, but I have to take time out right now to thank God. Today I got a phone call that I've been waiting for from my boy JJ. He's safe and on his way to Atlanta. Thank you God for protecting him and keeping him safe. I'm very grateful ( Read more... )