Lawd Jesus. I don't understand the two of us. One minute we good, he be talkin 'bout oh yeah, everyone knows how I feel for Tim, he's the one for me blah blah blah. Next minute "Oh we friends now" n he be reading these im's from these dudes tryna put claim on him. Then he fall asleep wit me on the phone like we used to...and then he wanna act ( Read more... )

Man...I duno what kind of hold he has on me but i just can't let it go. I keep trying to make it work. I keep HOPING it will work. I really don't know at what point do I stop myself and say "Ok Tim, just give up. Cut your losses and go". I thought I did it last week. I was so sure. I was ready, it felt good. And then I got that angry bitter ( Read more... )

I really miss the way things were last year around this time...

so my presentation was today...I think it went ok. Nothing too spectacular. Candice looked BOMB tho and I think my shyt was on point too, so if nothing else, we looked really good ( Read more... )

oh man, what an adventure, as it usually is. lol. So my Mom brought me and it was cute cuz we had a lil moment. I go in and they set me up and stuff. So I'm in the room and this BITCH nurse gives me this stuff that's suppossed to knock me out, well in theory anyway. The bitch ended up not putting enuff in and I felt a lot of the surgery, which ( Read more... )

I cannot WAIT until this surgery is done...I had to drink this stuff that makes you poo so my insides are all cleaned out, right? Well I damn near thought I was gonna shit out my kidneys...I've pooed stuff I aint seen since four score and 7 years ago...this stuff is SERIOUS! and I had to wake up at fuckin 5am to drink the otehr half of the bottle ( Read more... )

It's sad to think, we're not gonna make it ( Read more... )

So I had my doctors appointment today...yes, the one I had to fight to get. This appointment was a waste of time because surprise surprise, they told me I had to have the surgery. Duh, no shit. So my surgery is Monday. How's that for a fast response? Makes me kinda nervous cuz they're gettin me in so early. But hey, at least now it can be ( Read more... )

U know what? I just fucking quit. There is NO WAY to make that man see eye to eye with me about ANYTHING. He's the most CLOSED MINDED person I know. I can't win for shyt. So fuck it. I'm throwing my hands up. I just won't say shit when we talk anymore because what's the point. Everything I say starts a fight. He thinks I'm being ( Read more... )

I remember when it all first began ( Read more... )