So i never go online ever and randomly decided to catch up on the lj and Im so done with livejournal this is my last entry go ahead and delete me from your friends list because most of the people im friends with on here arnet really friends even if i try to be ( Read more... )

Ive been trying to sleep since 9 ( Read more... )

I kinda want to drive my car into the divider of the freeway.....all the time

Blah blah blah
School, friends, work, hooka, family, sleep, more work, drama, drinking, talking, hate, crushes, partys, kick backs, people, places, happy, sad, mad, you , me, us, this.......... blah blah blah

Im bored with life...................................................................
Really bored

Marianne i left my sisters jacket at your dorm...shes gonna be pissed but its ok ( Read more... )

Seeing My Marianne will fix me tonight

Cuz im sad and lonley

Things i have to look forward too ( Read more... )

Ok I give up...I wont call you anymore or text you..or anything
I just wanted a friend

I need Marianne to be here..im upset because i cant go on the trip with her cuz of my stupid job i got at Joann's

...................and your still pretending!

Eff everyone...i dont need anyone

Last night i had my first nightmare of seven years...It was so crazy i cant even begin to explain..Lets just say breaking mini frozen dead bodies in half was one of the less disturbing portions ( Read more... )

The Garden State soundtrack is really amazing

I need a best friend
I have no one to talk to..no one to have sleepovers with, no one to watch the stars with, or drive to random locations with
Im lonley

Why are all my friends sooo far away

Anyway schools ok..im gonna get a job, my stepdad is out of my life and things seem ok..for now i guess

Le