I wonder and I hope that my clarity (as it comes and goes) will help Andy and me sustain a very strong relationship... I was talking to a friend this morning and as I wrote these messages I realized how pertinent they are....

FRIEND: see fairy tale romances do come true sometimes

FRIEND: you give me hope
ME: lol this is hardly a fairy tale romance ( Read more... )

Somedays I feel like a smooth stone left out in the sun. By the end of the day i'm overwhelmed with heat inside... that dissipates too slowly. My body feels a bit off kilter ( Read more... )

I find it peculiar... i've spent a great portion of my life analyzing my life... Its as if I came into this life after getting all the secrets in my past life, and now I'm just looking for them to pop up. Like watching a movie for the second time to find the bloopers you know are there... Only I can't remember the secrets I learned ( Read more... )

Damn I love your voice. Its strong, solid... warm... comforting.. You've got me grinning from ear to ear just talking to you on the phone. Its like a warm cozy blanket on a rainy day.... I can't think of anything better.... except maybe being under that blanket with you... *le sigh*

Sooooore. I am sore. This weekend I learned that having John help me move means John does 75% of the work. But DAMN that 25% is killing me. All in all I made about 8 trips to or from Bellingham to Everett (70 miles each way)... half of which was done with the box van. Small and crammed with work stuff as it may be, it worked well. And am I ever ( Read more... )

Wharfside is it just me or is that a funny word?

An advocate for organice pasture fed beef as I may be, I could not help but to stop and have a hot dog at the barbeque down the street from work. It was yummy. It made me happy. I also had a Diet Dr. Pepper. I don't generally drink pop, and when I do I don't generally bother with diet crap... but ( Read more... )

Hungry. Forgot breakfast. Pay day. Moving Day. Gonna go home and pack up all my extra clothes and stuff.... Should look under the bed. Yeah, Good idea. Hungry. Gotta pee too.
Andy. Always on the back of my mind. Silly boy.
I'm done.

Things that you do (or can do) that make me ridiculously happy ( Read more... )

Do you remember the ACME cartoons? With young Bugs and Babs Bunny and their friends? Good show ( Read more... )

I suddenly recall, at the sound of a child crying in the lobby... being 5 years old or so... desperate for attention I feel like i rarely got... not the squeaky wheel you see....I was angry and lonely and to proud to ask for attention... so my pleas would come in hiccups of outbursts ( Read more... )