In a groove. Years of seasons, of moons rising, falling... sinking below the edge of this flat world. The beat is steady and so are our expectations ( Read more... )

There were stretches of time, I remember, when I was so frightened. What if? I was scared you would leave, that we would be apart, that life would stop with out you ( Read more... )

I like to think I'm not judgemental - but it simply isn't true. Generally its pretty subtle but I can't help.... scratch that, I choose to judge people. Now I rarely make a judgement harsher than "Sheez, that guy has no problem broadcasting his immaturity" or "Well, she seems pushy.." with out some actual conversation ( Read more... )

Its funny how we slip into our new stages in life. How suddenly I am what I thought i'd never be - a companion. He says I have a struggle to be both taken care of and to take care of him. He says that its been such a long time since he was taken care of he basically doesn't need it anymore. He knows that I need to take care of him for my own well ( Read more... )

Just clearing the air. Now isn't that so much better?

...and sometimes I wonder why you can't give me a moments peace.
sitting among my clutter.. my boxes, my luggage... my baggage and socks strewn across the apartment... you're like a scar on my back that expands and shrinks as I gain or lose weight... beyond the initial infliction you are still not satisified. there must be a lingering itch, just ( Read more... )

For a moment when my mouth is very quietly closed... and no thoughts surface to my tongue, I have a few lingering thoughts at my finger tips.

School... permeates me. no complaint, this is merely fact. It is invigorating. I feel like I am home in this process (and it is a never ending process, no?)... I break between studying, sleep between breaks ( Read more... )

Today feels like a nacho day ( Read more... )

I think I can, I think I can, I think I can..... (avoid PMS)

Help me God, to understand that I do not need to be demolished by my whirl wind emotions every time I have my period.

And yet, the pms sneaks in reminding me how hokey this all sounds....

Down bitch! DOWN!

I feel myself pace inside my body. I'm waiting for the opportunity to create, to be and grow and amaze... I know I could do these things if only I could get some sleep first ( Read more... )