I sit here contemplating.

I know if i continue, there is a chance that my mind will go black.

I need to get this out.

One more soul lost to darkness.

One more tragic ending, Another name added to a list.

A list that was updated 40 seconds ago.

Will it ever, ever stop?

Will my name be added to that list one day?

There has got to be another ( Read more... )

I'm sorry your pain got the best of you. I'm sorry I wasn't there. I wanted to be, but you chose someone else. I hope they didn't have a hand in this. I meant it with everything in me, when I told you that you were beautiful. I saw your page, and I stopped. I said, wow. she's the one. Messaged you, and stopped looking at other people on here. I'm ( Read more... )

You know , I can see why poeple kill themselves. Because frankly, no one gives a shit about anything but themselves. Right now, I am beside myself. I don't want to go on. Period. I just want someone to give a fuck. No one, absolutely no one does. If i wanted to end every fucking thing tonight,who the fuck would notice? No one. The end.

Fuck man ( Read more... )

It's not like I make the choice to let my mind stay so fucking messy.

Why am I even having these thoughts right now?

I'm holding on, why is everything so heavy?

These thoughts.

They are so heavy.

Why am I thinking the world would be better off without me? Why am I having these thoughts again? Am I lonely? Am I depressed? Am I stupid? I'm holding on ( Read more... )

Hello world. 

does anyone use this anymore?

life really fucking sucks right now.
i need a blessing.
blah. =/

im updating. if you are really THAT interested about knowing whats going on in my life, then check out my myspace.

www.myspace.com/mistakencause

thank you come again. =]

im feeling emo. i dont know why. life is crazy. crazy i tell ya. i dont know if im up or down, or lost or found. my icon...its kinda how im feeling right now. i dont know why. i really dont. *shrug*

sigh.